“CONFUSED”…deciding, perhaps, is the hardest thing to do…but I had to anyway…

For the past few days, I’ve been through a whirlwind of emotions.
Bewildered, confused on which path to take.
Whether to follow my childhood’s dream or to follow what my practical mind calls for.
That’s the question which I’ve been pondering for the past few days—up to this very moment.
These days have been the hardest, undeniably, the most crucial of them all.
For I know that when I’ll walk on to one path---just one of the two
It’ll be hard for me to go back, to trudge the disregarded one.
My future, my destiny, my Lord…
Where will you lead me?
I’ll just be here…
Waiting…
Looking…
And listening for your call…
I’ll just be here…
Waiting…
Always and forever will I be waiting…